[Milliways]
Oct. 21st, 2008 09:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
childofathosThis was exactly why she had not told him.
And she's hurt.
And she's angry.
He does not trust her, perhaps.
And it is the first time since she's come to Atlantis that John has not trusted her, even if no one else did.
He does not believe her, maybe.
Not about being pregnant. It's quite obvious he believes that. About still being capable of performing her duties. About Athosian women remaining active throughout their pregnancies.
And she has no way of proving this to him if he will not allow it.
And she has no way of continuing the search for her people if he will not allow it.
She allows Ronon to accompany her to the infirmary, then bids him farewell at her quarters, changing quickly into sparring clothes and hoping the news has not spread so far yet that no one will be willing to fight her.
And she's hurt.
And she's angry.
He does not trust her, perhaps.
And it is the first time since she's come to Atlantis that John has not trusted her, even if no one else did.
He does not believe her, maybe.
Not about being pregnant. It's quite obvious he believes that. About still being capable of performing her duties. About Athosian women remaining active throughout their pregnancies.
And she has no way of proving this to him if he will not allow it.
And she has no way of continuing the search for her people if he will not allow it.
She allows Ronon to accompany her to the infirmary, then bids him farewell at her quarters, changing quickly into sparring clothes and hoping the news has not spread so far yet that no one will be willing to fight her.
